» listening to truth .

You know, I studied really hard for that exam when I could have been downtown shopping or at Starbucks listening to poetry and sipping a two dollar large green tea because the one at Starbucks is seven dollars; but nooo. I STUDIED like there was no freakin tomorrow. I even was up all last night because I was nervous, well at least I think that’s what is was ( unless it was the little dream I was having about … ). Giggle. That’s a whole other story. But yeah, long story short, the exam was easy; the first question was slightly confusing but I got the whole thing done in about an hour. Not that bad I guess. It’s SUPER cold outside, I almost froze waiting for the bus this morning. And um, why is it that when I went to McDonalds not to mention BEFORE 12PM was breakfast service already over? I was looking forward to my hash browns and McSausage. It was like falling of a bike you’ve been riding for forever.

But it was made better when I looked over my shoulder for I still don’t know what reason and saw Alex Evans…or at least some one who looks a lot like him. He’s too cool. Read his LJ, didn’t comment .. Sorry.

Speaking of McDonalds, I ran into someone there and I wasn’t expecting them to have such an effect on me. But that’s a whole other story with another long story attached to it that I just don’t feel like typing right now. Tomorrow is a whole other day and a whole other exam; English I think. Probably won’t get any sleep tonight either. Sigh. Peacee yo.

So, the new year is finally here. I’m still sick, still struggling in classes and still unhappy. Not to mention the recession that’s going to worsen in the next couple of months, making me worry more and more about my family and friends. Not to mention the current pain I’m in; makes me wonder if all of this worrying is the cause of me staying sick. Oh, didn’t mention that in the previous blogs huh… well long story short, after numerous trips to the hospital they’ve finally decided that yes, my spleen and liver are inflamed. Mono is no joke; come to think of it, I don’t even know how I got it. All I know is that it hurts .I’ve gone to numerous health food stores and clinics in the lovely ( and slightly dangerous ) downtown district of Montreal and they’ve basically all told me the same thing; all I can do is wait. There’s no medicine or tea or oil that is going to make me better, just rest. Which is significantly hard to do while exams are rearing their ugly head. It’s getting to the point where I hold my breath because it hurts ten times worse when I inhale.

Besides that, I really like this layout. The rubberduckies are quite cute. I’d make my own, but I don’t have time anymore to be doing layouts and ccs style sheets; as much fun as they are. I might check out the others when I have some more time. Sigh, exams start Monday…math is my first one. We’ve been reviewing in class and there’s been a couple of people who’ve been having breakdowns. No one said this was going to be easy. I think my marks are going to be better this term, at lest I hope they are. I’ve been seriously trying.

Anyways. I’m gonna try to update every day. I hate seeing that “last entry” being an extremely long time before another post. Wait, did that make sense.. Oh well, you know what I meant.